Sunday, February 21, 2010

Either Way, I'll Break Your Heart Someday.


Last night was horrible. I didn't know what to feel, even if I had actually wanted to feel. But I had to put on a smile, and act like I was having a good time. All because I wasn't going to show my family, or the rest of Target, the way you hurt and confused me. I wanted to cry, but not in the middle of a store.
You can't play with my emotions, my heart, like that. I wanted to give it to you because you promised me you wouldn't hurt me... A lot of good that promise did me.
Just FYI: I'm not wearing my promise ring until this is sorted out. And if we do take a break, it will be the thing I give back. If you want it or not.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Haven't Met You Yet.

Silly boy! Look at that poor girl. You're hurting her horribly. It's been less than a week, and you already put on Facebook that you're in a relationship?!

I love you to death, but you make some dumb decisions boy. And you just make me so mad some days!


I know you just want someone there. But moving from one girl to another isn't a good way to do it. You'll hurt them, and yourself. You just.... Anger me.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Keep Holding On.

Come on honey, you'll make it. Don't let the stress get to you. (:

Homecoming will be great, and I'm always here to help you with the homework for everything!


I love you Best Friend.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Blackbird.

"Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arise."

I love The Beatles. They just make my day every time I listen. And you know, I gain a little bit of insight without realizing it.

Music is loved all around the world because of how open it is to interpretation. One line can be seen in so many different ways. And poetry is basically the same way.

I need to start writing more, the last poem I wrote was written about a week ago. And the one before that was like six months ago. I feel like I'm losing my way with words...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Like You Do.

Happy Valentines Day, world.

Today is the day that people all over the world are spoiled by their sweethearts, and it's the day when people are most aware that they're single. But truthfully, I wish the world would show this kind of love everyday. It'd be a better place to live.

I wish I could count how many times a simple gesture, a smile, a greeting, had made my day. It happens constantly, actually. And I hope that I can do the same for others.

Although, there are days that I wish I had the courage to do something so blantant as the Free Hug Campaign. So many people that joined in got into trouble with the police. But so many people continued to do it.

I admire these people, and I wish I were that brave.

I love being me, but some days, I wish I could be someone else for just a few moments.