Letter Number One.

Dear Mercedes Lynn,

I love you to death, and you know that fact. We have different opinions sometimes, but that's what keeps us interesting. There are so many memories that I could talk about here, but I almost would rather keep them to myself. There are so many details that we'll always remember, but so many that we'll forget. I'm alright with that though. There is no way that we'll ever grow apart like some of my other friends and I have, because of this past year. Too much has happened to give up what we have in this friendship. Including all our inside jokes. Rubber doors and sexy pants were only the beginning...

I love you, best friend. More than you'll ever know. (:

It's a short letter to you, but I think you'll understand why.

I don't want people to think you're too awesome, or they'll steal you away from me. ;D

Letter

So, I found this on someone's Tumblr. I think I might do it.

One, to get back into writing here.

Two, because it may end up letting out feelings I don't even know I'm keeping in.

letter 1 your best friend

letter 2 your crush

letter 3 your parents

letter 4 your sibling

letter 5 your dreams

letter 6 a stranger

letter 7 your ex-boyfriend

letter 8 your favorite internet friend

letter 9 someone you wish you could meet

letter 10 someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

letter 11 a deceased person you wish you could talk to

letter 12 the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

letter 13 someone you wish could forgive you

letter 14 someone you’ve drifted away from

letter 15 the person you miss the most

letter 16 someone that’s not in your state/country

letter 17 someone from your childhood

letter 18 the person that you wish you could be

letter 19 someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

letter 20 the one that broke your heart the hardest

letter 21 someone you judged by their first impression

letter 22 someone you want to give a second chance to

letter 23 the last person you kissed

letter 24 the person that gave you your favorite memory

letter 25 the person you know that is going through the worst of times

letter 26 the last person you made a pinky promise to

letter 27 the friendliest person you knew for only one day

letter 28 someone that changed your life

letter 29 the person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

letter 30 your reflection in the mirror.

"I've waited all my life to cross this line

to the only thing thats true

so I will not hide

its time to try anything to be with you

all my life I've waited

this is true"

Summertime

It's here again, but this time, it'll be better.

Summer 2010.

My summer is going to be amazing this year, no matter what happens. I'm not going to let anything stand in my way of having fun. Especially not anyone like I did last year. There won't be any worries for me and Cedes in these next two months until we go back to school.

Good Lord, I'm a Junior next year. I GRADUATE in two years... I can't believe it! It feels like I was just in Middle School yesterday... But, in reality, I'm so much older than that. I mean, I'm SIXTEEN in a month and ten days. (Birthday countdown, heck yes!)

I can't wait to make this my best year yet. (: