
Last night was horrible. I didn't know what to feel, even if I had actually wanted to feel. But I had to put on a smile, and act like I was having a good time. All because I wasn't going to show my family, or the rest of Target, the way you hurt and confused me. I wanted to cry, but not in the middle of a store.
You can't play with my emotions, my heart, like that. I wanted to give it to you because you promised me you wouldn't hurt me... A lot of good that promise did me.
Just FYI: I'm not wearing my promise ring until this is sorted out. And if we do take a break, it will be the thing I give back. If you want it or not.
Although, there are days that I wish I had the courage to do something so blantant as the Free Hug Campaign. So many people that joined in got into trouble with the police. But so many people continued to do it.